"And it is true what you said
That I live like a hermit in my own head"
"But when the sun shines again
I'll pull the curtains and blinds to let the light in."
I know what you mean. I'm lonely too. I just want to be around certain friends though (ones I can't like you of course), I don't want to interact with just anyone, that frustrates me.
you won't stay lost for long - not with an upcoming wedding. :)